Lord, should I do this? I can feel something tugging at me, deep inside my soul. It's saying "Go for it. Just Go. For. IT!" Everything starts with the very first step. I guess the only reason why I haven't went for it ever since 2 years ago, is because I'm afraid of how stupid I'll look infront of others. I wondered, is this really what I want. If it is, why do I even let this bother me.



will I be able to take this step?



and introducing.... MY SISTER!

goodnight guys.

The bible is a love story.

& God is the author who wants you to let Him

autograph your heart.

I was just having a conversation with Gloria in church that day, about how everything has changed, and I realised how time passes so quickly, that I forgot how it actually ended up like this. Someone said this to me before. "Sometimes good memories can hold you back too" "but that's all I'm left with" "Then start making new ones" "but the new ones can never be compared to the old ones?" "Then it's up to you how you focus on your present"

I think I can do it. Can I? I believe I can't do this alone, but I can definitely do it together with Him.

Guess what I did today?

I DREW FACES ON ALL THE EGGS IN MY REFRIGERATOR!

how fun is that right!

I am craving for Billy Bomber's ROOT BEER FLOAT! jsyk. ha.

P.S. I SAW HIM THAT DAY!!! GOSH! He's really growing from glory to glory. He's hotter, cuter, smarter, and more lovable! AHHH! okay I am just too excited. ha. and so... my point being. Idk too. Ha.

I always thought that His presence will only come at significant moments, then BAM! he is there, and I will just suddenly feel him there. But no, I was wrong. He is ALWAYS there, even without me realising.

"This road is going to be long and difficult.
Will you walk with me?"


God, you know better to ask. You know my deepest secrets and desire.
You are my everything when I have nothing. And when I have everything, You're the only thing that matters.

This song got me weeping. Tears welled up in my eyes. He just became so true, so close, so real, right before my eyes. How I love this feeling. This great and awesome moment.
"Stay, in my heart and never leave." I make that my prayer.


I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk
By your side

I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When your face
Is before me
I can only imagine

[Chorus:]
Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel
Will I dance for you Jesus or in awe of you be still
Will I stand in your presence or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine

I can only imagine
When that day comes
And I find myself
Standing in the Son

I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever
Forever worship You
I can only imagine

I can only imagine [x2]

I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever, forever worship you
-Mercyme

P.S. Sorry I still don't know how to put up individual songs on my blog. But this song is a MUST-HEAR for everyone. Do check it out. =)

this heavy cross, our weight of sin.

I just want to dwell in His presence for the rest of my days. This presence, this peace, this unexplainable joy that is saturating in my room right now, is making me melt like how I always do when I read sweet novels. And I know, this is the power. This is... love. I just want to come back to this place, day after day, seeking Your face. 'Cause now I am sure of what my true desire is, who I really want to be.

I've found my road to true happiness. What about you?

Craig David - Officially Yours

Oh yeah yes
La da day, la da day
La da da da da oh

Thinkin' how the story goes
You're helpless and I'm wishin'
Put the film inside my mind
But there's a big scene that I'm missin'

As I re-read my lines
I think I said this, I should've said that
Did you edit me out of your mind'
Cos in a flash you had disappeared, gone

Before the curtain falls
And we act this out again
Maybe I should risk it all and state[

That I'm officially going on the record
To say I'm in love with you
I'm officially everything you hope that I would be
This time I'll tell the truth

I'm officially wrong I know
For letting you go the way I did
Unconditionally more than I ever was before
I'm officially yours
La da day, la da dayLa da da da da oh

Travellin' down this road again
Gotta make a few decisions
Don't want you to feel this hurt again
That's why I'm hopin' that you'll listen

If you let me press rewind
I'll rehearse every word I should have said'
Cos girl I'm ready to make things right
Here on this stage so we can move on

And before the curtain falls
And we act this out again
Missin' pieces I'll resolve so stay

I'm officially going on the record
To say I'm in love with you
I'm officially everything you hope that I would be
This time I'll tell the truth

I'm officially wrong I know
For letting you go the way I did
Unconditionally more than I ever was before

Things I should have said
Like I appreciate the time that I spend with you
Inspire me with the smile I put on your pretty face
My world comes alive

this is EXACTLY what I'm doing right now. rotting @home. Cause some kid's mum doesn't allow her out of the prison.

List of things I have to do today
1. Bring jeans and bag to Mrs Ang (my tailor)
2. Hand wash some clothes
3. Pack my room
4. Decorate it
5. Spiritual-searching time
6. Write my diary
7. Make my specs tonight


Hope you guys like my favourite song in this blog. I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH.
Chew, I'm using this song for my wedding. HA! And would you stop it about Thulium already. It's like 2years ago. I pray Aaron is not reading my blog right now.

this cycle stops when she chooses to start.





I feel so wedding-y now, and it's as though love is in the air. Porbably because I just went for a friend's wedding and just watched "In Style Celebrity Wedding", and it's so sweet! I hate how their faces glow all the time. HA. Gloria and I was just talking about how our wedding would be and blah blah blah. She doesn't believe I will never get married. Well, both of us have commitment issues, but mine is just to marriage. Not that I will have an affair, I'm just scared, you know. Whatever it is, here's a picture for you guys feeling in love now.





oh. I did mentioned how I hate the glowing faces of those in love right.



she falls to her knees, screaming god please
make something of me
cause I never wanted anything like what I wanna be right now.

I know why tears roll.