it's the depths of your love
moving in the depths of me
I believe
in the promise of faith

no matter what happens
here I am standing
on the hope of your word
promised to me

I want to make a birthday wishlist now.
Once in a year I can have a wishlist. haha.
so.. tolerate with me. thankyou =)

1. black/silver/red nano
2. red personal finsbury METROPOL filofax
3. brown slimline personal size NKJV bible
4. red packets!! hahaha.
5. a new LAPTOP (IN NEED)

6. a really nice UN-threadless manhoodie FROM RUSS!!!
7. HUG from G. hahahaha. idk why.
8. pocky and jelly-beans =)


actually, practically just.. CASH. *shing shing* hahahaha.
I prefer you to give me money and I buy stuff myself. 'Cause I need a new bag, and new clothes. HAHA!
I don't have much needs now. so.. yah. love you peeps!


I caught the F1 today!! one word. AWESOME! just so spectacular.

Because from the day it was created,
it's all set and done.
Deep regrets, wasted youth, wise-words, I'm sorry.
All on the left-overs plate, is now.

She was an athlete, then lost a leg.
Being back at square zero,
can she do this?



It's been quite awhile, since I'd hide myself under my thick blanket, and just.. weep. I'm so scared, so scared. I wouldn't let history replay itself. I wouldn't.



Well you got me here
you got me

Love is patient, love is kind..
love means slowly losing your mind.
blahblahblah.

face it, it's death or destruction.

If this is what I'm meant for

No longer interesting

Fall forward to even the score

Just a thought to you

And I'm nothin' more without a line in your book
Yet I'm nothin' more than a line in your book

"Relationships
How do people do them
I have no idea
This is why I shouldn't go anyway near them
This is why I shouldn't even try"


true?
I think Mr. Right hasn't come, thats all.
mmm, whatever.

A forgotten promise
led to the path of obliteration
Is redemption too late to come?

if love is a word too weak to use,
sacrifice might be the right one.



THIS IS WHY WE ARE BEST FRIENDS G.
LOVE YOU!! =)





I completely adore Eric Daman's clothes! (he's the main wardrobe stylist for GG)
it's so chic and bright and cute and everything.
wish I can own it.

"lace up your shoes, here's how we do... Run baby run, don't ever look back."



It's an old song, still awesome.

I really have to start sleeping earlier. Not like 2 o'clock early, but 12 o'clock early. I was awakened by the amount of pain from my head down to my jaw, and an awkward stir in my stomach. I wonder whether they are symptoms for some cancer. EEEK chill down my spine.


my body is in a hot mess.

so. aaron left. (bye love)
and I won't be late for services anymore.
promise.
*it's as though there's a link, idk what you're talking about.


A SPIDER bite me.
it's extremely, swollen.

yes G, I'll change the song.

tuning into, Say It Again - Marié Digby
such a sweet piece


Silence
What do you make of it
It's small little pauses that make a sentence
or even a para
Why do you abhor it
I fancy silence

well.. I'll just have to make do with this one since the 3rd generation one is gone.
Mine's almost spoilt.
My birthday is near! *not hinting*
I'd prefer the black one.



The sight of this world has never been so blurred
My mind, set on him
The string broke, the hand remains strong
"it wasn't that tough"

My results are average.
but I'm not disappointed or sad about it.
no where near there.


Really burdened about something.
Can't describe it.
God, this is going to be tough.



now to lighten things up.
haha. I read this in my mag.

The Libra girl is:
Laid-back, super-fashionable, and usually RUNNING LATE
Your special trait:
You love to take care of people
Your little secret:
You're TOTALLY INDECISIVE

HAHAHAHAHA HOW TRUE.

SO BEAUTIFUL!
I hate singapore.


and I've LOST WEIGHT!
oh yay you go girl!


CHEAP CLOTHING. GREAT BANGLES. NICE BAGS.
THAILAND HERE I COME!
hate the shoes though. it'll look cheap. I think.

oh no no no no. i've just realised. that means I'll be gone for my birthday!
okay no big deal anyway.
NOT LIKE ANYONE WILL REMEMBER!!
*not hinting. totally not*

He looked her up and down

White polo, black shorts, black converse

with a hand in her front pocket

"it felt like just fallin' in love again"

he said.

MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!
can't wait to go to grandma's place tonight.
GOOD FOOD! CRISPY MOONCAKES! CHILDREN! TALKS!


I want BK BREAKFAST BADLY!


that's about it.
it's like an unwinding cable car,
that never stops.


i love you deeply. truly.

The human heart has hidden treasures,
In secret kept, in silence sealed;
The thoughts, the hopes, the dreams, the pleasures,
Whose charms were broken if revealed.
-Charlotte Brontë

CRAMPS CRAMPS CRAMPS
PAINFUL PAINFUL PAINFUL
HURTS HURTS HURTS
URGH URGH URGH


Macdonals delivery? FAIL.


Quirk says:
i luv watching shows where loser girls meet hot guys
Quirk says:
cos i hope it'll one day happen to me
swee. the beautiful letdown. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
swee. the beautiful letdown. says:
it's just... comforting.


"why doesn't he turn back?"
"There's a part of him that wants to.
But there's another part that needs to know,
to defeat the thing which makes him afriad."





want. now.

I revamped my entire facebook.
go check it out. haha.


Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now I'm found
Was blind, but now I see

'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed

My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood
His mercy reigns
Unending love, Amazing grace

The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbear to shine
But God, Who called me here below
Will be forever mine
Will be forever mine
You are forever mine




I don't know how.
I really don't.

the radio tuned to it's channel
not my hand, but yours.

went to holland v for lunch.
I MISS HOLLAND V!!
pass over the chai tea frappe AARON!
=)


now the image heavy photos. BEWARE.
not for the light-hearted.
presenting.. my CGL!

















BYE BALDY!!

GAMED for 4hours straight.
never knew it was so tedious.
haha those guys are.. professionals.
POTM!!

went for dinner at suntec, and head off to TIMBRE for drinks.
the band was awesome.
and my cgl is turning to be my dad.
good to know. haha.












the daily feed of lucas chia. (just like lindsay lohan)











more will be coming up.
from aaron's cam.

cg bbq was a BLAST!
well, didn't expected myself to cry.
how glam.


bus7 craziness after as usual. teehee.





I AM GLOWING!! LITERALLY!


being dragged into this mess by lucas. thankyou.





more photos of the "performance" and teary eyes coming up.

We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around

You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
'Cause you keep my feet on the ground

You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend

You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found

True friends will go to the ends of the earth
Till they find the thing you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in





I just want to dedicate this song, to my very dear friend, Lucas.
I just realised how much I've taken you for granted sometimes, yet, you've never fail to be there whenever I'm in need.
Thank you so so much for all the sacrifices, encouragement and love you've given.
and truly, you are NEVER NEVER out of second chances.
I'm sorry for those times, when you have SO MUCH faith in me, when I didn't even have it for myself.
You're always the... bubbly, fun, encouraging, crazy sometimes, friend and leader to me.
Thank you for still, believing and trusting in me.
You will be missed!! :)
ROCK ON!




don't worry G, you're still my favourite girlfriend.
rofl.

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in awhile,
so I don't know what to say
"Lord, I feel so small sometimes,
in this big old place,
I know there's more important things.
But don't forget to remember me."



the beautiful letdown;

Wall E with James, Marcus & gang.
Stomach was growling the entire time throughout.
The characters were cute though.


I miss morning prayer meetings.
Trying to kick the habit of sleeping at 3.
Just a dream still in my mind all the time.
Empty diary empty life, without him, it's just.. never the same.


when the world was younger and you had everything to lose;
perhaps that's why, I choose to be losing myself out there most of the time.

Baby, why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm, looking from a distance, standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream



swee. you alone satisfy. says:
whats another word for my bitch. but in a less vulgar way
Quirk says:
whore.
Quirk says:
slut.
Quirk says:
weirdo.
Quirk says:
vixen.
swee. you alone satisfy. says:
-.-



trying not to be vulgar. oh tell me 'bout it.
haha I just loveeee my bestfriend.
but oh, chuck bass. why why why.
" 'cause I'm chuck bass." spell hot.



I love all of my friends for bitching with me, haha.
It's how amazing I can laugh and read about it at the same time. lmao.




starbucks today <3

this song is so beautiful. you've got to check it out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o5a74IshVnQ