I LOVE MY LIFE EVERY SINGLE BIT.


Broken pacts, with unspoken words
Promises that are not fulfiled
Scars which are left in my heart
I'm throwing it all behind

The kind of life I want to seek
Desires, which only he knows
What is it to me now, when I just want
You back... for good.

it's exactly...
14 HOURS MORE!!!



she falls to her knees, screaming god please;

I have a very strong urge to say the "f-word".
Can you believe it?! It's on thursday.
Will someone pleaseee kill me now.
I want to cry badly, I am soooooo soooo soooooo... terrified.
Oh God.

MY UNFAILING LOVE.

I hate my christmas eve, the days towards new year, the start of 2008.
I've a bad ending for last year, a horrible start for this year.
So much for friends, so much for family.
I hate the rain for always coming at the time when I am feeling down.
I have so much to say, yet I can't put it in words now.
When I look into the mirror everyday, I can't look at myself into the eyes.
I can't stare into it for more than 10seconds, it makes me cry, makes me angry.
I only can turn away from it.


If only tears can take over words, then I can express everything I want to say.