Sunday, September 30, 2007

"You don't know me, you don't even care"
Oh yeah, she said.



Oh man.
My mind is clotted up.
I can't even study more.
My back is aching.
My flu is killing me.
I am hungry.
I found out I can't study after 3am.
Too much of Macdonals make me bloated.
I cannot listen to dance music when I am studying, I'll have the urge to stand up and dance.
Never, NEVER, believe any word you said EVER again!
You never really cared.
Disappointed and feeling dumb.
24HOURS IS NEVER ENOUGH!

I'm so lost without you.

Wishing on a shooting star
But dreams alone won't get you far
Can't deny your feelings anymore
The world is waiting right outside your door
What are you waiting for?

C'mon here's your chance
Don't let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready?
For the ride of your life
Your dreams are riding on the wind
Just reach out and pull them in
Get ready
For the ride of your life
A ride of your life

In your heart you know what you must do
You only got yourself to answer to
Don't let fear of falling hold you down
Your spirit's flying high above the clouds
You're going there

C'mon here's your chance
Don't let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready?
For the ride of your life
Your dreams are riding on the wind
Just reach out and pull them in
Get ready for the ride of your life

You're on your way no looking back
And there's no future living in the past
You're free at last
You're free at last
- John Gregory "The Ride Of Your Life"



I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of a sunset
Here it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice, oh yeah...

Thursday, September 27, 2007

I don't know why, but I just felt like saying....

I love You, I love You, I love You, I love You, I love You, I love You, I love You, I love You, I love You, I love You, I love You, I love You, I love You soooooo much!

Haha.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

I just want to clarify somethings here. I know a few of you might have seen those "tags". Personally I felt angry and sad, but I am fine now. Cause I know who I am, I know where I stand in God. If those taggers really think that I am being such a b****, why don't they come up to me personally and rebuke me, and why do they have to put fake names, and act as though they are trying to hide something when they are so sure that I am supposed to be the one that is wrong? So I really don't care about what others say anymore, I just have too much in my mind, I got to set my piorities right, and that is definatly the last in my list. If I insist on tracking that person down, since I've got their i.p. addresses and to be angry and cry about it, I will be wasting so much time. Plus, there are not worth my time. I know I can be mean sometimes, but not to the extend of being a you-know.



I know I posted this song before, well... it's appropriate to use it again. I can soo relate.

It's so easy to get lost inside
A problem that seems so big the other time is like a river that's so wide
It swallows you whole
Why you sitting around thinking about what you can't change
and worrying about all the wrong things
And time's flying by
Moving so fast
You'd better make it count
Coz you can't get it back

Coz Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
And what you've been out there searching for forever is in your hands
When you figured out love is all that matters afterall
It sure makes everything else seems so small


"Keep my eyes ahead I'm gonna drive"

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

A simple prayer...

I just want to love You more.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

There is just so much I want to write here, so much I wish I could say. But I know this is not the right place.
I tell myself, if I do really badly for my prelims, I won't cry, I won't regret. Cause I know it's all my fault, and the only thing I'll do is, blame myself.
Sometimes when people come and tell me things, and I know they meant well, but I wish I could tell them, honestly, this is not what I need right now, so can you just don't say anything. Sometimes I also wonder, how can people be so insensitive.

in the end just to hear You say "Well Done"
brings me so much pressure.
I wish I can just cry. Am I very silly?

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

I am so screwed. I feel like killing myself (not physically, of course).
I decided I am not going to sleep from today onwards till friday. Just going to stay up the whole night to study. Also, I am going to cut down on food, it just makes me too tired to study.


In the end just to hear You say "Well Done"
is the only reason why I am not giving up, moving on.

Sunday, September 9, 2007

What's the first thing I'd say when I see Him?
I'm sorry.

Thursday, September 6, 2007


Part 1 of Nata-De-Coco!



Part 2 of Nata-De-Coco


The 3 girls that ALWAYS stick together


After the sunshine, after the craze, we gather back together our love.







My younger sisters-in-Christ. They never fail to bring me so much joy.

Cam-whoring in the toilet @ VIVO
Pouts!
RED BUTTOCKS ALERT!

When life gets a little dull, they bring me the joy to live on.


Trying so hard to have the perfect jump.
LOOK CAREFULLY & you can see Aaron's 'spirit'. HAHA!





And now... lying on our stomachs. Still cam-whoring!

GJ & I with Nikki squeezing into the photo.
Lucas!!

Nikki's & my face are half-glowing.
Let me introduce you to the... 2008 MANHUNT - AARON! HAHAHA!
Diana aka Betty Boob!
This was supposedly to be Cicil & I, but it doesn't look that way though. Cause there are definatly more than 2 head there.



The LADIES first.



There comes the GUYS.



Together we'll have... e316!
I LOVE our cg! For once, I truly mean it.


I had never had sooo much fun for such a long time. Thank you guys for all the things we did together tonight. Ting Huan, Ting Jia, Alicia, Ting Fang, you guys were just amazing! And of course, the cell group, for all the joy and 'catching' we did today. Haha. Everything was just awesome. Love you people!