This is a passage from the book I'm reading currently.

"In Boheme, Rodolfo loved Mimi. He was happy to hold her cold little hand, to light her candle, and stand in the dark, watching it flicker. Are there any guys like that in real life? Or is that why in the best opreas, someone dies in the end? Because if they lived, they'd figure out that it's not for real."

Maybe I really should consider to stop watching so much movies and reading too much books, it just makes my mind go to the "far far away" more often. When will my life be like those girl in "Dashwood" or "What A Girl Wants", my life is just dull, dull.... BORING!!


It's a gray day. Grayday, grayday, grayday... the kind of day when you just feel sad even if you're happy. My life is just around all these normal things normal people do and have those normal worries.

1. Family, Meaning MUM! (I really wish I can write this down in here, maybe I should really consider making my blog private, only close friends like Gloria and Nikki, etc. will know)
2. "that" thing (only Gloria & JJ know)
3. Love life (which totally sucks, but I don't care about it now)
4. O levels
5. Church (not that this is boring but, okay I admit, maybe mine is. *not meaning my spiritual life but the erm... group)
6. Money (really broke)
7. And just simply... life.

Maybe I could get used to this. But part of me don't wanna continue to live this kind of borrring life.


My chinese O level Oral today! Pardon me for the words I use. I freaking screwed up! The question is so fishing difficult and I promised, it's the most difficult oral EVER! Like what is there to say! I am so screwed. Die now! Foo Foo is so gonna slap my ass on Tuesday. Purrrfect. Way survive man. I am in need of cheese cake NOW!

Movies I wanna catch:
Nancy Drew
Surf's Up
Harry Potter & The Order Of The Phoenix (Like DUH! Who won't wanna catch it."


Listening to : Runaway - Avril Lavigne
I can sooooo relate.