Wednesday, July 4, 2007

I, SERIOUSLY, SERIOUSLY! HATE HATE HATE EMPTY PROMISES!
JUST SHUT UP IF YOU THINK YOU CAN'T MAKE IT FOR SOMETHING, OR YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO DO IT. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE IT, YET YOU ALWAYS DO IT! TOLD YOU A THOUSAND TIMES NOT TO TELL ME YOU WANT TO DO THIS OR THAT, KNOWING FOR ABOUT 70% YOU WON'T DO IT AFTERALL. WHY ARE ALL MY FRIENDS LIKE THAT?! NOT JUST ONE, BUT TWO! IT'S ALL ENOUGH TO KILL ME.


Seen a doctor. He said all the stress I have made me have gastric. (Then in the room, sitting on that chair, I wonder to myself, what stress do I have? Suddenly, all those things that was bothering me the past few days came to my mind. Maybe it was those things.)
And then now, I had to handle all the empty promises again. I am just too tired to take in all these again. Okay, I might be unreasonable, but still.. if one knows he/she can't make it for something, DON'T FREAKING TELL ME "OH I MOST PROBABLY WILL". Then when I ask them whether can go or not, they come telling me, "don't know", "probably", knowing they cannot make it, why not just bloody tell me it's a no. By saying NO to me is it that difficult?! At least let me know, instead of leaving me hanging there, waiting for your fishing answer.



Don't you make me promises, you never did know how to keep them well.

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