There is just so much I want to write here, so much I wish I could say. But I know this is not the right place.
I tell myself, if I do really badly for my prelims, I won't cry, I won't regret. Cause I know it's all my fault, and the only thing I'll do is, blame myself.
Sometimes when people come and tell me things, and I know they meant well, but I wish I could tell them, honestly, this is not what I need right now, so can you just don't say anything. Sometimes I also wonder, how can people be so insensitive.

in the end just to hear You say "Well Done"
brings me so much pressure.
I wish I can just cry. Am I very silly?