I hate my christmas eve, the days towards new year, the start of 2008.
I've a bad ending for last year, a horrible start for this year.
So much for friends, so much for family.
I hate the rain for always coming at the time when I am feeling down.
I have so much to say, yet I can't put it in words now.
When I look into the mirror everyday, I can't look at myself into the eyes.
I can't stare into it for more than 10seconds, it makes me cry, makes me angry.
I only can turn away from it.


If only tears can take over words, then I can express everything I want to say.