Confused

Being in a state of joy and confusion, is making my mind go crazy. I have no idea. My heart is heavy. Was I just overwhelmed? Was I just too excited? Or am I just in love? I don't know. If I am not, why am I so happy about it. I am literally smiling out from my heart the whole entire day. My heart was pounding so much, I was left breathless, my stomach turned upside down, I was feeling so hot and red. My heart don't seem to have a direction. I am waiting for an answer. Not a word is spoken. Don't leave me hanging like that... I didn't expect myself to fall for it. But love is blind like everyone says. Is it true?

God show me your ways please. I don't wish to do things that doesn't please you. I will regret. Is this a right choice? Does it matter? Will it pull me down instead? Tell me. I want to go according to your plans only.

Had to make muffins today. My coursework B practical is so freaking screwed. Last minute got to change the proportion. Was so busy, but yet, my mind just can't seem to concentrate. It was dirfting "somewhere". HAHAHA. AHHHHHH... the thought of it is making my smile so much again. Plus when I told Gloria, she was laughing like mad woman. Stupid girl. Making me feel like an idiot. Everyone seems to be asking me whether I am okay or not. As I will just smiling like a retard. Chia pei was sitting beside me for Geo. today, andthe moment she saw me smiling again, she laughed, and blame me for distracting her. haha. Then we talk about her sister, her crashes and stuff. My dearest home-mate, tell me to laugh my way home. That seriously make me laugh like mad. It was really a great day today. Maria told me her 'secret'. haha. She is one cute girl. For my girlfriend Gloria Chew, she seriously seriously amused me! Seriously! Didn't expect her to be so brave. Sometimes I really admire people like her. Dare to love. Dare to take the first step. Don't just sit there and wait for things to happen. I love you my girl. haha. Continue to love that way. And STOP PLAYING GUESSING GAME WITH ME PLEASE! haha. Fly my kite today. Make me cannot go buy my mango jacket. haha. anyway... I still love you. GIRLFRIENDS FOREVER. haha. High school musical too. haha. It rocks.

Love Quote
Love is blind, I totally agree.
With no doubt.
Love makes a girl go wild.
Showing the joy from all her heart.