Was kind of confused and down today. Thinking about why do I want to transfer zone. I know it's definatly not cause of the discipleship, not cause of Bro. Edmund, not cause the zone is not good. It's cause I am really tired of this cg. I used to be quite strong in my previous cg. I know that every cg got their problems. But why is it so weird. As in really weird. I am not trying to be mean or something, but it's kind of true. And _ _ _ _ _, I don't like to talk to him/her anymore. Sometimes all I need is a pair of listening ears, after that then talk. But he/she doesn't wait. I just needs to tell someone, cry then get over it. And thank God for friends, they are my pillar of strength.
Lots of things happened this 2 weeks, it's more than words can explain. I thought of taking a break, but I know it doesn't help. I am not afriad of myself falling back, cause I know I wont backslide. I am more afraid of the process of feeling down and tired. Feel like I am one little fepressed girl. I am just avoiding the problem. I got to face it, and solve it. Or else I will just be staying in my comfort zone. God I need you through this process. You said you will be my light in the darkest valley.
Feels like I had always long You
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
And it feels like I'm finally home
Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with You its like the first day of my life
With You it's never the same
The stars are always by my side
The wind blows away all my worries
Life was a total transform
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you
Swee min Raine
The sacrifice.
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