Like him or not, it doesn't matter anymore.
There are things that I really need to focus on.
I've got no time, energy and emotions for all these right now.
Don't even talk about it to me.
It's doesn't really matter to me now, whether is it or not.


I desperatly NEED to shop. It's becoming from a want to a need.
I can't wait for BF to be over, and when I get my weekly allowance, I would save it till the end of the month, to go for CRAZY, INSANE SHOPPING!!! Call me a shopaholic.
(talk about saving money.)

Want... Carrie Underwood's, Avril Lavigne's, Sun's, CCC's, Children church's "First" ALBUM!
Want to bless me? PLEASE?


I NEED a vision, a destiny, a calling.


Enough time wasted, it's time to start.
SERIOUSLY, START!
MOVE THE WHEELS.




Tonight I find myself kneelin' by the bed to pray
Haven't done this in a while so I don't know what to say
But Lord I feel so small sometimes in this big old place
Yeah I know there's more important things
But don't forget to remember me...
- "Don't forget to remember me" Carrie Underwood

I've never been the kind that you'd call lucky
Always stumbling around in circles
But I must have stumbled into something
Look at me
Am I really alone with you
I wake up feeling like my life's worth living
Can't recall when I last felt that way
Guess it must be all this love you're giving
Never knew never knew it could be like this
- "Some hearts" Carrie Underwood

She was drivin' last friday on her way to cincinnati

On a snow white Christmas Eve

Goin' home to see her Momma and her Daddy

With her baby in a back seat

Fifty miles to go and she was runnin' low

On faith and gasoline

It'd been a long hard year

She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention

She was goin' way too fast

Before she knew it she was spinnin on thin black sheet of glass

She saw both their lives flash before her eyes

She didn't even have time to cry

She was so scared, she threw her hands up in the air

(Chorus)

Jesus take the wheel

Take it from my hands

'Cause I can't do this on my own

I'm letting go

Give me one more chance

Save me from this road I'm on

Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the

shoulder and that car came to a stop

She cried when she saw that baby in the back seat

sleepin' like a rock

For the first time in a long time she bowed her head to pray

She said I'm sorry for the way

I've been livin' my life

I know I've got to change

So from now on tonight

(Repeat chorus)

- "Jesus Take The Wheel" Carrie Underwood

God, I say, this is my cry.
Take the wheel from my hands NOW.
RIGHT NOW.
I can't do this.
I simply can't, it's too tough.
Give me one more chance.
Save me from this road I'm on.
Come and take over my life.