OH GOD GOD GOD! Where is my freaking motivation & determination & future & passion & WHATSOEVER?! This totally sucks now. I need to get starting. I need to move my stupid ass out of my comfort shell and start taking out all the sucky materials and JUST START WORK! What is wrong with me?! Will you just leave me alone you idiotic sucky devil! I am sick and tired of your foolishness and rubbish. So you think you're damn it smart? I AM SO GOING TO PROVE YOU WRONG, PREPARE TO DIEEEE!

okay whatever. Get back to reality. Will you be my motivation?
The fact is, I know it very well, my motivation is always there. It's just my very own hand-made laziness that caused all these. I need to crucify my flesh. I want to win this war. I want to conquer that mountain. Will you help me?

My emo-ness is almost gone! SERIOUSLY I didn't expect it to be gone THAT quick. As in it's really fast. I am so amazed by myself. Haha.


GOD HELP!
grace grace grace