I find myself coming back to you

crying out with all my heart

Cause I realised my deepest desire,

has always been you

Yet I was lost again, again

I wandered away

Mentally left the group

Yet you have never failed me

Fulfiling every promise you've made

for every that I've broken

I've come to this place again

Why, why has your grace always been overflowing

How can your love be so unfailing

Making me feel so unworthy of every drip

For you have been the one I always fail

And why am I so drawn to your presence

So addicted to that feeling

Maybe "should" is a better word

What differnce do I make from the rest

I come and repent and go once again

Then I was reminded, by one of Max Lucado's Newsletter "Anvil Time". I found the answer. "Should God place you on his anvil, be thankful. It means he thinks you’re still worth reshaping." Yet I find it an irony, but I know it's true.

Cause I was willing, willing to come back no matter how many times I fail, how many times I've stumbled. I am open to be shaped, but the unwillingness to step out and change, is the reason why I stay where I am after such a long time.

The question I ask myself, WHEN? When can I STEP OUT and reach out to my destiny. It's not exactly a question, more of a self-confrontation.

He spoke in the service once again.

"You know what it takes, you know what it takes"

thats all He said. Not all. But, all that hits my heart.

In You.. I find my peace
In You.. I bend my knees

You are Lord of Heaven You shall
Reign in all the earth
I humbly bow before Your majesty
Now I will sing Your praises and I will
Sing forevermore
I’m captivated by Your love in me

-"Captivated" True Worshippers

Now, just some photos. =)

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SUPAFLY OUTING!!

IMPRESSIONS NIGHT =)

okay later. love.