Flash Backs

All the long I thought it doesn't matter.
Everything seems to go smoothly.
I thought I had got over it.
But when you dig it up,
I realise it's still there.

When Pastor Kong preach about the key opening his soul,
and when he think about his past,
his mind was blank.
It reminds me of my myself.
I started weeping.

I realise the deepest things in my heart,
that I thought I won't even remember,
had came back to my mind.
The flash backs before 14 years old.

I cried and cried and cried.

As I came back to sense,
I realise that I am already very, very blessed.
People who are poorer, or not so loved,
would rather be in my position.
Regardless financially or emotionally,
I am very blessed already.
Thank God foreverything that you had planned.