God,
I love You not because I need You. I need You because I love You. Be it next week, next month, next year, 10 years, I just want to grow and love you more every day. Knowing You more and hearing from You every single moment is a goal. Getting to You is my destiny. Even though I know and I know that life is not easy, that I fall and fall again, sometimes I tend to give up or just to have that thought. You get me up to my feets once again. You always put this verse in my heart, " My flesh and my heart fails, But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever." Then, You said, "See, its always 'BUT GOD' ".

I remembered on the day of my salvation, I said "I want to know who You are, to put You first in my life", I admit there are times I didn't fulfil that. Times, faith just seems to run away, love just seems to escape, hope just seems to turn invisible. Darkness slowly creep in and I just seems to be walking in this never ending dark valley, wondering when can this end. You speak to me once again,

"He leads me beside the still waters.

He restores my soul;

He leads me in the paths of righteousness

For His name's sake.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of

shadow of death,

I will fear no evil;

For You are with me;

Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me."

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have. For You I will.