You're right. It's time. Time for me to step out, time for me to reach out, time for me to start making myself fruitful and available. Swee min, stop giving excuses to yourself. Use your time to the fullest for Him. This is the time, for the next generation to rise up and do the better. It's ME!!! Give me the anoiting that I need, be it if my friends mock at me; telling me the impossibles; saying swee min you are just crazy; haha you sure you can? pigs will fly; I don't bother. Cause I know the better is installed for me. I need the faith to move on, to step out!

I need MORE MORE MORE sleep BADLY! I felt like fainting. Grant me Your strength to carry on. I can't do this alone, You know I can't, You got to help me in this.

We tend to judge others by their actions, their speech. It seems that as we make an opinion towards someone's actions and speech, be it if it's accountability, we are opening ourselves to others making an opinion of us. I hope You sees that it's not me trying to be the nice little angel, and others the black dirty devil, but I just want to change them to be better, and teach them what's right to do at the right time and what's wrong. If' one thinks that's wrong, they are just not teachable, and I've got nothing else to say.

Swee is feeling... stretched.

In days like this, I would be wondering
Do I really want to grow, or
just being forced to.
In an environment like this,
Yes, it would stretched me to do more
and greater things that is out of my comfort.
But do I really want this?

You had been talking to me all these while
I know, I understand
To step out, it's another thing
It's a whole new dimension to me
I need time
Time to get used to all these
noise, age, differences

I want to accept and love,
each and everyone ,
for who they truly are ,
and how they act.

I am willing to sacrifice.
Be it my time, effort, reputation, money.
I say... I am willing.

Love is uncontrollable. Irresistable. Love comes unexpectedly. They come so strong and I just fall back into it. Is that all it's about?

Something from Summer in the city (novel)

"Through endless summer days and

sleepless nights, the secret flame of
desire burned in him. Each accidental

touch of her hand seared his
skin. The lightest brush of her fingers
sent heat pulsing through his
loins. She was wildfire in his veins
and he dreamed of her coming to
him and..."

It was something that I remembered from the book. Apparently, it's very WOAH. Haha. I just like the way the author describe the details that make you want to read on.

Because you live...
I breathe.