I FOUND MY BIBLE! It was at the lost and found in church. THANK GOD. Guess I lost it on family day. Okay, I guess I might be abit blur sometimes. But as long as I find it, it doesn't really matter.

Today's service was more than what I expected. Pastor Kong's preaching is always great, somehow I really miss it. I want a heart of brokeness, and not a broken heart anymore. I want to come infront of God broken over all my undoings and sins everytime, just like how I did when I first know Him. If there is no remorse and repentence in life, I won't have victory. Believe that this whole "Sermon On The Mount" series will change me to be a better christian, as it reveals my true-self as a christian. Cause afterall, there are some parts of me, which is bad that I don't realise, and the bible, which is the mirror of us, will start showing it to me.

I miss the old you. I know it will never be the same anymore. I am avoiding you, backing away. I admit that I am not as open as I am to you before, but afterall, you were the one who break this bond and trust. Reconciliation is needed here, or else it will just be a hindrance to me moving on. It's not going to be easy, it took a long road to be where we were. Now, I got to start all over again. Somehow I know things will just work out, cause he promised that "all things work together for good to those who love God".

God, help me to accept the people around me that are different from me, that are not as good, that are weirder. Give me the heart of love and acceptance to go and show care and love to them. I know I am not good at this, so God, give me the anoiting and power to do so. Thank you Lord.

I am starting to miss Sun. Her songs accompanied me through the darkest nights. If she can open up China and Taiwan, I believe Singapore will be able to catch this revival too.

It's going to be a brand new season.