I got this feeling that all my closest friends seem so far away now.
I miss all the moments when we will go crazy together, when I don't have to think whether if I tell you this, will your reaction will just be "okayy", when we would just jokes out of some stupid things and just chatting. Is it just me or it's really you?

I really don't know anymore, even now Eliz seems to be so far away, why are all these happening in my life?! The 2 besties that I trusted the most, I treasured and cherished the most, now are so, so far away from me. I don't know who else to seek when I am upset, when I am angry and tired of everything, I don't know who to find when I want to cry. It's just never the same as last time, why?! I can't call you and ask you "hey what are you doing? I'm bored." anymore, cause I have the feeling you're just going to say "nothing". And I can't call you and complain and whine about everything in this world without wondering will you just be thinking 'okay hurry up'. I want to hang out like before. School seems to be such a bore now, knowing that I don't know what else to say.

I miss the old you-s.