First of all, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to myself. Haha. My sweet sixteen was er... alright. I mean what can I expect, with all the stress I am taking now. Well, just want to thank God for these wonderful 16 years of my life, and I am still here, alive and kicking. In the fullness of His grace, I am able to be here. Looking back at the past 16 years, all the ups and downs, I would say it wasn't easy going through those obstacles, but He lifted me up. His love so great, that filled the gap in my heart. Whatever it is, this will be the brand new start of my new year, believe that it will get alot better. A year older, a year more mature, I hope I will be.
Ecc 7:10
Do not say,
“ Why were the former days better than these?”
For you do not inquire wisely concerning this.

These few days had just been so tough, so stress, so depressed. There are times when I just think I am such a failure, I can never do things right. And I'd tell myself it's so true. Just felt like saying, "SCREW THIS! I am going to runaway. (And don't you dare act like you care.)" But... I don't know. I just know, no matter how much I feel like crying now, I can't, I simply can't.
I just know...

I search for You

God of strength

I bow to You

In my brokenness

No other king could have so humbly come

To save my soul

And heal my heart

My cares released

In Your freedom I will live

In Your freedom I will live

I offer devotion

I offer devotion