I BLOODY HATE MYSELF
I SUCK
I AM SUCH A LOSER

and no one can disagree.

GOD! I don't want to feel this way. I know how I sound. Saying and confessing all these things. But... URGH! Hate myself. Why is it so that everyone seems to be able to get the points they need to get into the course they want, even if they don't study much like me. WHY?! Probably its just this way. NO I CAN'T THINK THAT WAY! I don't want to waste another year in Secondary school. Oh gosh. I hate this battle in my mind. GET LOST! URGHHHH!
I need a hug.