SCREW THIS!! I am feeling soooo stress for NOT feeling stress and worried for tomorrow's paper! Someone save me please.

Shopping List
(Singapore)
black shorts
black pumps
black/white flats
new denim shorts
new skirt
NEW TOPS (DESPERATE!)
new bag
new pair of jeans
new wallet
dress + clutch + heels

(Hong Kong)
leather jacket
leather boots
more bags
handbag
shades
skirts (if possible)
TOPS
jeans
heels
scarfs
clutch


Honestly, I feel so out of love, out of this world, out of everything that is going on. Much like a loner soon. Everything is moving on without me. Maybe I am really not that needed afterall. I know how emo I sound. Just that, there are times where you come to a point, to realise what's your value, and its equivalent to zero, you find no need to do your best anymore. Feel like crying so much, had been keeping my tears for so long. Just 2 more weeks, I can lose control of all my emotions, and let go. So tired of throwing back all my feelings, and hold it inside. God, why do I find myself feeling so alone nowadays. Well... At least now I see who truly cares for me. Instead of all those, "say-ers". I don't mean to say this, but seriously, I dislike people who just kept on saying how much he cares, and shows no sign of concern AT ALL. You're just wasting your time and mine.

God, won't you look at this little faith I have, and make things possible.


"And the waiting is the hardest thing to take.
If you have to let it go, walk away."
Since I've lost you, I'm tired of waiting.
I'll walk away...