Had bible study today. It was great. I realise the more bible study I have, the more complicated it gets. But the better and better it gets too. I really get to know what this world is all about, how God created this fancy world and the more I can see God's plans in my life. Showing me the path I should walk. Knowing what all this is about. Looking forward for more of it.

Although I went for prayer meeting late today, but the presence of God was so strong in that place. The moment worship comes, I started weeping. He reminded me of my calling, my vision, His will and not mine. Though it's not what I expected, not what I want, not something in my comfort zone, but out of it. I told God, "If that is really my destiny, bring me closer to it". It's really difficult, I got to say it's really tough, but I believe if God had place this for me, He will bring me to it and through it. Bringing me nearer to my destiny. I told God again, "Help me to be more winsom, bring the friends to me. I want to win souls for Your Kingdom, for Your Name to be glorified. Teach me, Holy Spirit guide me. Help me to love Your Word more, spend more time with you, bring me back to my first love. Let the fire of God burn in me once again, I want to be passionate for You, Your will".

Dance today was not bad, strengthened my steps and sharpened them. My steps are on the beat now, really got to practice alot more. I am still bad at locking, God! Is there anyway out? Help me! Locking is tough. I look weird doing it. Haha. Believe I can do. I got faith! I see hope!

All my life

There was just me and my dreams

And the days went ticking by

Like the beat of my heart

Spend my nights

Wondering how it would feel

When the waiting would end

And tomorrow would start

Suddenly I see the light

Out of the darkness I'm coming alive

So this is how it feels

Reaching for heaven

This is how it feels

Kissing the sky

This is what it means

Touching forever

Like a phoenix rising from the flames

I'm reaching for heaven

All this time

I never knew I was so strong

But you made me find the fire

That was there all along

In your eyes I can see all I can be

Suddenly I want it all

And I know you'll catch me if ever I fall

You alone have shown me

Shining new hope rises now for all

I owe you

It's my turn to show you

Romans 4:20

He did not waver at the promise of God through unbelief, but was strengthened in faith, giving glory to God.