A pure heart that's what I long for
A heart that follows hard after thee

A heart that hides your word
So that sin will not come in
A heart that's undivided
But one You rule and reign
A heart that beats compassion
That pleases You my Lord
A sweet aroma of worship
That rises to You throne

Corrupted and dirty. I know. There is no way I am worthy of You. All Your love and guidance, have all gone to waste? I don't know. Is it wrong to be forgetful no matter how important something is? I am always so scared. Am I very useless? I am forever making the same mistakes again and again. I know the consequences, the things to do and not to do, the things to avoid of, just that I don't do them. I simply don't. I know my faults and weakness. But I just don't make a point to change them. Am I not discipled enough? Am I very stubbon? Which part of me is not doing well. I know. I know. I just can't put myself to correct it. I tried. I tried. And I tried. I really did even if you don't believe. It just kept on coming back. GET BEHIND ME SATAN! I want to be pure. clean. cleansed. white.