It was the first day of ET Zone day camp! Woooohooooo! The camp name is called "E=MCsquare" - Encounter=More of Christ in Culture. I am suppose to meet the members at Boon Lay MRT station at 8.30am. I woke up at 6am, went back to sleep, woke up again at 6.30am, went back to sleep, and this goes on and on till 8am. I woke up in shocked, I was like, "Oh no! How how how? I got no money take cab and who is going to meet the members?!" I got out of my bed, bathed, prepared and throw everything I needed into my bag then I rushed off. I went straight to church and got there at around 9.30am? I am in the team NOAH! Kik-kok-kik-kok-kik-kik-kok. Hehe. I miss those times.

We started off with Ice Breakers. We had this game called the 'Trios'. Where no matter what, we just got to stay in three. When a description was given, one person got to get out and find another pair. Hope you get what I mean. Cause I am kind of lazy to explain. We had another game, where each member of the team were given one word, and they got to use a specific body part to show it to their team-mates. Those who got it right will get points. I get to use my finger! Hehe. Had another game, when a list of things was given, ex. food, movies, fruits... The game masters will give an alphabet, and we got to write the things that start with that alphabet on the list of paper and run to the stage to show your answers.

Follow on we had session one. It's was okay. Presence of God was there but not very strong. I still love the way God comes in the morning to wake you up from your fantasy land and step into His anoiting.

Went for lunch, then games. There were 3 stations : Dodge Ball, Captain's Ball & Soft Ball. Dodge ball was pretty fun, captain's ball was tiring. Haha. As the opponent were kind of too tall. We didn't get a chance to play softball as it was raining heavily. I mean HEAVILY! Yet I got to run back in the rain to rush for dance practice. I bathed in church. Then... we started practicing.

The dancers put up a big load of make-ups. Haha. I love the way my hair looks somehow. Dance was okay. I can't said I did my best cause I know it's not. It's okay, there is still a chance for me tomorrow night to do my best for God. Today's seesion was GREAT! As in seriously seriously GREAT GREAT GREAT! The presence of God was so strong in that place. God, thank you for speaking to me, making me realise that I do have the ability to have a great future, that my destiny is in Your hands. Just trust in You. Trust in You. I weeped alot. Behind all the make-ups and faces, when all those mascara and foundation fades, where I throw away all my masks, and show God my true-self, that I am sorry for my true-self, for whatever I had done wrong that I try to hide. I am sorry God. Forgive me. I need Your mercy and grace.

After all that, a bus took us back to tampines. David, Si Jia, Xiao Lii, Deborah and me went to Macs to have our I think dinner? Haha. We were all so hungry. Torance, your face on my phone gave me a shock! Go back to the main point. 3 of us gotten McSpicy meal, and the rest gotten Grilled chicken fold-over. Really hungry man. I was walking around with my thick make-up and messy hair. I look really poser. Haha. But I was too tired to bother.

Something happened to me today. Just when I was renewed and changed. God, is this a test? Are you putting me to a test? I didn't know how to react. Turst in You. That's all I need? I know that I know that You are the One I truly know. I don't have to prove to anyone that the God I know is truly the God. God, I just trust in You, I placed all I have in You. Make me a vessel of Your love. Give me the courage and wisdom, to overcome the fears and trials that are coming on their way. Give me wisdom and anoiting to stand up for Your Name, Your Word, Your Promises, Your disciples, the leaders you placed in my life, and most of all, for Your sake, that I won't be afriad or stumbled when things like this happen again. I will be able to stand up for Pastor and leaders that they are the truth-speaker. Satan, get behing me! For it is written, You shall worship the Lord your God, and Him only you shall serve.

Heb 10: 22-23
"Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water. Let us hold fast the confession of our hope WITHOUT WAVERING, for He who promised IS FAITHFUL."