There is this girl, that once love God so so much,

who once had so much passion,

who once put Him first no matter what,

who once sacrificed just for His glory,

who once are excited for every event,

who once never give up on Him,

never turned away from Him.

This girl had tried her very best to be like Jesus,

strived all the way to know Him better,

do all she can to follow His will,

making her love for Him come true.

Her words, her smiles, her visions, her dreams, her fire for God,

ONCE touched many hearts.

She was real, was true, she doesn't act. She does everything for God.

She knows that God truly loves her for who she truly is.

But now...

things changed.

Things in the world, looks much better to her.

There were many many things that distract her.

She knows those things doesn't last.

But yet, she doesn't want to give them up.

She is sad.

As God doesn't seem to bless her anymore.

at the times when she needed the most.

She felt controlled.

She felt that she can't do things that she want,

say things like her friends does.

She likes the feeling of being free.

God gave her the gift and love,

she knows it very well.

But just can't seems to do it well.

Love starts to fade off.

Passion starts to drift away.

Fire is burning off.

where is that passion?

she misses it.

but it just seems like it's burning in someone else's heart now.

where is she?

I can't find 'her' anymore...