Sunday, April 29, 2007

I am speechless. After all my effort of trying to get over with all these "I-don't-know-what-you-call-it", you are telling me I should _________ for ___ ___ _ _______ ___, then what about the way YOU treated me. Firstly, you were the one who lost my trust and respect; that took a long way to build up, and you say I am not respecting you. Is that my fault when you use those vocabs, no one forced you to use those words. I gave you a last chance, yet it turned out worse. What more can I say. Okay then nevermind. But secondly, you demanded for an _______ ______, I wanted to explain myself and make my stand in there, but I think okay nevermind, I don't want to make things worse, so I just push everything to myself, regardless whether I am really wrong or right. Even when others kept on telling me to snap you awake and explain myself, I didn't. But now, you are demanding for another _______ ______, for the way _ _______ ___. How ridiculous can this get?! Forget it, I tell myself, FORGET IT. Just ____ another one, since you think I should _________ for it, then I would. For the sake to make you happy, if you think I am not teachable and I still think I am right about all these, then let me tell you, it's not that I am not teachable, it's that I AM right about all these. I am not the only one who thinks so, so do you still think I am the only one who is wrong.

I am perfectly fine you know. Cause I am not upset about this, just DISGUSTED. (Take your word back) I am just going to ____ another _______ ______ happily. I don't see a need to go into a depression for all these that I don't deserve. I don't hate you, I'm just disappointed. Very disappointed.

It's okay. I had already lost you 3 months ago. I should have known. I should. Just that I was blinded. Now I am sure, I lost this friend. You are no longer a friend of mine.

Where did I go wrong and lost a friend?

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