I had been crying again
It's already the second day
Yet my heart is still bleeding
like as though it was only a second ago it cracked

All the words, all the actions
From you
Pierce right through my heart
And left it scarred

Can you see all those tears
They are just so uncontrollable
One by one streaming down my cheeks
But you still refuse to listen

You'd never know how disappointed I am
You lost my trust, my respect for you
Do you even care
It's so unfair

It feels so terrible to hate someone
But it's just so difficult to let go
You accussed me for things I never did
I told myself, that's it, I had enough, get out
-that hurt girl







Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Any day there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
And it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken

And there's nothing I can do
Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now I'm screaming
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can do

Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air (screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Could you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move (What can I do)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
- The Veronicas "Heavily Broken"

Every single word in the song, went right into my heart, making holes.
Who can come and mend it, no one.
I had never felt so miserable in my life ever,
maybe only that time when my parents divorced.
In fact, it doesn't even felt that bad.



watch me bleed, would you listen please?