I sort of come to my senses. since he wants to hate me so much. go ahead. If he think he is right to get angry with me, thats his own problem, I am not going to allow him to destroy my life. He wants to treat me invisible, that's his problem, be my guest. I will just have one less person to bother me in my life. If he says he really care, he should have listen. but he is not, so why should I waste my tears and saliva on him, and my brain cells to be troubled about all these issues. I seriously dont know what causes me to come to my senses. I was seriously at my lowest point just now. This is when God shows himself I guess. I know this does not solve the problem between us. But what can I do? I am the only one making the effort to stich back this relationship when I am not the one who cut it apart, yet you are not making any effort. I think I don't deserve all these. But now letting go is alot better than me being so miserable and everyday wondering whether I should clearify with him, I know this does not solve the problem. But... it brings my life and smile back. That's all I need, for now.

1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. This 6 days, had been the most insanse and crazy and depressing days of my life. But you guys, make things so much better and less depressing, always being there for me, even if you're just listening, you guys make a great listener (just too bad someone else is not). It had really been a tough time, without you guys, it would have been alot worse.

Nikki, Cicil, thanks for all the craziness you've brought during these period of time, going for retail therpy, eating tons of sweet stuff, your presence is more than enough. I'm really glad to be close to you guys, not just being cgm, but we are friends. LOVE YOU! (to: whom it may concern. haha)
Gloria, for always being the first one I would talk to, complain to, bitch with. You will always make the best listener, cause you never make any noise. hahaha. I know a way to get songs from you in future already, just be really depressed. haha. LOVES!
Xiao en, for knowing what it truly feels like to be me. For being so understanding, for knowing how it feels like to go through all these, for listening and complaining about all the things we went through in this cg. Things do work better with you. Thanks for always giving me advices and stuff. And for knowing what I am going to say the next moment. haha. You're the best! Not that I don't love you, but keep on saying the same thing, like not sincere. Haha.
Eliz, your hug is more than enough to cover all my misery. FOREVER MY DEAREST.
Adrian & Mark, for hearing me grumble and grumble and whine and whine. MARK! It's not being emo okay?! haha. THANK YOU LOADS!
The tings. The joy you all brought me today, the look on your face, just reminds me of all the joy we share last time. Really miss you guys, all the jokes and drama we did. Haha. Thanks for the love you all showed to me, and the friendship we share. Grow stronger in the Lord! Love you-s! :)

Although I seriously don't agree to the things you say, don't understand the fuss you are creating, don't like the words you use in your sentences, don't like the way you treat me, but, I will still change for the better. For God, for myself. Definatly not for you. If I would have a chance, I seriously would like to give you, ONE BIG PUNCH IN YOUR FACE. Sorry, but you didn't give me the right to be angry, but I can be violent. My friend? You care? KiSS MY ASS. BULLSHIT.

I'm over you asking me when you know I'm not okay. Wanting you to listen to me, no that ain't no way to be. How I feel, read my lips, because I'm so over it. Moving on, it's my time. You never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over. Trying to drag me down and fill me with self-doubt, hatred, you never succeed. Don't call don't come by, ain't no use don't ask me why, you never change, leave me numb and crying in the rain. And I try and try to say what's on my mind, you should have known. Now I'm done believing in you, you don't know what I'm feeling, I'm more than what you made of me, I followed the voice you gave to me, But now I'm gonna find my own. I don't know where I belong, but I'll be moving on. And, I'm not asking you to listen anymore. If you want to, then I would gladly tell you how I feel. But it's not that way now, I suppose. Unless you can prove me wrong.

No more "Heavily Broken", "Breakaway" or "Listen", cause you aren't worth it.
"How To Save A Life", is for YOU.