I am amazed by how we acted like nothing had happened, when deep inside we know what exactly took place. I can't smile the whole day. I know I looked sad, I'm sorry people, but I can't help it. I just can't forced myself to smile. You sounded like, you will never ever going to see me again. It sounded like your last words. Don't please don't.

Service was great! But during the word I was very tired, stonning all the time. Ever since praise started, I cried. But, I tried to cover up. Until the first line of worship, I can't help it but tears was streaming down my cheeks like never before.

FORGIVEN
I STAND FORGIVEN IN YOUR LOVE
ON THE CROSS OF CALVARY
YOU SET THIS PRISONER FREE
FOREVER I AM YOURS

I STAND BEFORE YOUR THRONE
IN A RODE OF RIGHTEOUSNESS
JOIN THE ANGEL SINGING
ALL GLORY TO THE LAMB
IT'S NOT BY THE WORKS
OR THE THINGS THAT I HAVE DONE
IT'S BY THE HAND OF GRACE
THROUGH JE-SUS
THE SON

SINGING GLORY
TO THE LAMB
GLORY
TO THE LAMB
GLORY
TO THE LAMB
I STAND FORGIVEN

GLORY
TO THE LAMB
GLORY
YOU'VE SET THIS PRISONER FREE
I'M FORGIVEN

I just don't feel like speaking much today. Too much emotions to handle, I need someone who can share my burden. Breaking down soon.