You are making my emotions run. I can't take this. I don't know what exactly you want. But I know I still love you. I can't live without you. If you asked me not to make you stay because of me, as you would. Then I rather you stay because of me. I want you back so much, I can't stand the way we try to pretend everything is alright. Tired... very. I am crying every single second I can, the moment I am alone, tears start drowning my heart. I can't focus on anything, I hardly spoke a word in the day. I don't what else I can do.