I can't believe that you actually said that! You actually said that to ME?! You stepped into my life, and played a big role in it, yet now, all you are telling me is for me to forget you?! I can't take it, I can't. How can you be so calm? Am I nothing to you? We shared so many moments together, when I think of them, I wept, tears just started rolling down my cheeks. I seriously don't believe you want me to forget all about you. My heart just felt like it had been torn wide apart, into pieces that can't be fixed back. Maybe I shouldn't have shared my problems with you, maybe I was just making you feel more burdened, I'm sorry. Maybe it's just all my fault. I seriously don't want you to leave, if you are leaving church and you don't want me to persuade you back, OKAY FINE. But why can't you at least let me have you, that's all I am asking, just to have you. I don't know, I am so broken, so sad. Without you, I really don't know how. I can't just simply forget you like this, you're already in my heart, my memories, everything. You can't just leave without a reason, without telling me anything!

After Eliz told me something, I asked myself too. When was the last time I was really happy? Then I realised, I can't remember. I found out I am really tired too, no one ever seems to ask too. So I don't see the point of telling you all.

Remember the first time
When we got to meet together
Awkward faces everywhere
When we try to know one another
We started on this journey
of love, of hope and faith
a new beginning as we start to find our way

As time passes by
We have grown to be aquiantance
Our conversation seems
much longer than they were
The times we had together
We cherish till the end
It's not by chance that
I have you as my friend

We are friends together
Now and forever
Till the end of time
We share our joys, our woes and our sorrows
And never say goodbye
Even if we go our seperate ways
I know we'll meet again someday
Friends forever
Let our heart beat as one

We are friends forever
Now and forever
Till the end of time
We share our joys, our woes and our sorrows
And never say goodbye
Even if the sun forgets to shine
I still can feel this warmth inside my heart
Friends forever
You and I

We'll be together
We're friends forever
We'll be together
Forever more
We'll be together
No matter where we are
We'll be together till the very end

Broken
Swee