I am so so so going crazy. All the work are killing me. I don't know how. I really wished that someone is here with me, right beside me. I am not talking about like parents and stuff you know, not physical, but when I know I got something bad happening to me and I can't cope. I know there's someone I can call to cry at. But apparently, who is awake at this point of time? Who will be willing to wake up and hear me cry and rant?

There's this sadness and loneliness in my heart. Not that I am exactly lonely, but the close friends I have, I know I can't share my burden with. I will be making him/her more burdened. While tears of stress are squeezing out, I am desperate for someone near me.

Apparently, who would or can stay forever. There's no guarantee. Not a single one can ever promise that they can stay forever. No one can ever predict what will happen the next moment. Only God. If there's anyone who would stay throughout, let me know again then.