I want to put a STOP to whatever I am doing now. I just want to slow down things. Although I know my emotions and mind can't slow down, matter fact, it's going so fast like a race car, there's no way it can stop. But I know I can slow down my actions. No matter how much I want to do it, I got to control myself. I don't want to end up like that car, going too fast, till it hurts no one, but yourself. I am just leaving a little spark for a little hope.






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Loneliness became a habit
Habit replying on one alone
All the memories I should get rid of
They shouldn't be by my side
Accompanying me through every night

I just want to breathe softly into the sky
Looking for where my true love is
In chaos
I'm looking high and low for my memories
There's this love that used to stay in me
Being with me through the soundless tears
Not able to understand love
Makes my heart weak

Actually I'm very awake
Actually I'm very calm
Looking at tears that are already landing on my palms

My heart is weaken
every moment

written by
swee