Do I sound like I hated you alot?
Cause I REALLY DO! I hate you!!!
I'm not just angry, more like disappointed and sad.
Do you know when I say I hate you, my heart cries.
But I will never allow myself to shed a tear for a person like you.
JERK!

I totally give up. I promise I'll never ever let myself go that deep ever again. I don't want to drown myself, again. It really hurts, like a knife just went through my heart. I don't even want to give myself another sparkle of hope, cause I know very sure, that all I'd get back, is disappointment. I decided to be in the darkness, and I will never step out, unless it's all lit up, and not just a small tiny sparkle.



Cause it's just all imaginary.

darkness,

Swee

List of things I got to complete by TODAY:
Biology 5-year series
Math exercise 2c
Math exercise 3b
Chinese compre corrections
Chinese continual for my compo
STUDY FOR GEOGRAPHY TEST!

In need of time!
I totally dislike upgrading, The noise is deafening.