Not again?! That's all I am left to say.

Came back from school, was so tired after eating, I went to bed and took a nap. I wanted to go parkway to study, but alone? Haha. I don't really care of looking like a loner as long as I get to study, but... it still feels "lone". I need a study partner who can go and study with me anytime anywhere! I can't concentrate at home, I will never start my work! *sigh*

Still brooding over "WILL YOU TAKE WHAT'S LEFT OF ME? WILL YOU? WILL YOU? I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT'S LEFT OF ME. BUT WILL YOU STILL TAKE IT?" Every moment I think about I just want to weep, but there are so many people around, I can't just turned into a cry baby. So... I ended up stonning! What a grool idea. (grool = great + cool)

I would give up everything
before I'd seperate
Myself from you
After so much suffering
I finaly found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache
Would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby
I'm so thankful I found you

I will give you everything
There's nothing in the world
I wouldn't do
To insure your happiness
I cherish every part of you
'Cause without you beside me
I can't survive
Don't want to try
If you're keeping me warn
Each and every night
I'll be alright
'Cause I need you in my life

See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess
It shows that we were
Destined to shine
After the rain
To appreciate
The gift of what we have
And go through it all
Over again
To be able to feel this way

I feel like tearing again. I just felt like crying the whole day, not mentioning the past 2 days. I really need a hug! BADLY! *sigh* Thank you, you, you, you, you, you and YOU! Thank God I have you here.

Everywhere I go
Trying all my might to avoid
The truth
that you are not there with me anymore
All I am handling now
is your flesh

When will you actually open yourself up to me
What more do I have to do
Just to see a real smile from you
For me sense that you're being real

I want to get deep into you
I want to know your real self
not the one you are showing now
You never ever shared
You will never break that wall
You're just so fake!


I MISS SHOPPING!
I MISS THE BEACH!


true love?

no idea.